Not Learning Lessons

I've only gone and done it again haven't I.. I've agreed to play on both Saturday and Sunday because I don't have the heart to say no to either.. I know exactly what's going to happen.. I'll play rubbish both days and then be so tired, I won't be able to handle the demands of working weekend nights.

I had supposed to have quit Saturdays, but last weekend obviously, I enjoyed Saturday so much more than Sunday so my mind was put back into it's decision state. Saturday or Sunday? I still haven't made my mind up so I'll play both! No idea, so I'll kill myself instead! Fantastic work Mitten!

I could go and cancel one of them without too much hassle but I don't know which one I want to and to be completely honest, I know one night at work, I will be majorly depressed because I know I won't have anything to look forward to later in the day. At work, on a Friday and Saturday night, I can get through it because I know I have something to do later.. If I refused to play on Sunday for example, my Saturday night would be hell as I would know I had nothing to do except sleep. And when you sleep through the whole day, it seems as if you're back at work quicker than you left it.. Dilemmas.

I've only got this one week off anyway, before 9 very solid days off and I get paid halfway through that before we go to Sussex for the weekend. That 9 days is coming slower than a disabled tortoise which is torture. I'm going back to work tomorrow night, but it's not so bad on Wednesdays and Thursdays, because I work with someone who can do their job. Unlike you know who...

So, this weekend will be yet another tiresome one and there is only one person to blame for that. And we all know who that is don't we..

Ciao x