I am writing this hurriedly for 2 reasons. 1) My laptop's battery is dying and will not charge so I have a limited amount of time left and 2) My Dad may well come in to my room and shout at me for sitting on the computer again... I am tempted to remind him sitting on the computer would damage it and I am in fact sat on the chair..
Yesterday was a tough day. My parents decided once again to try and get the problems out of me in their own unique and pestering ways but I wasn't having any of it. How dare they come in to my room and ruin what was a rare good mood by badgering me with guilt trips and the like. It was upsetting. I really really don't like it when they come and try and "talk through my problems", because I simply don't want to. They know I'd rather be left alone and they say that's fine and yet they carry on pestering! Why?
My Dad especially is getting really very agitated at the fact I'm stuck at home, despite him never being here anyway.. I'm doing all I can to find work so why does he have to be like that? Going to town every day to pester the agencies will do more bad than good, so what's the point? What's the point in anything..
Today meanwhile has been a little jaded as I feel a bit under the weather. Probably the fact that "you're not eating enough" as my parents have now decided theyre qualified dieticians as well as psychotherapists! So nothing much to talk about there...
I will leave you as I have a few more things I need to do before the laptop waves goodbye.
Cheerio x
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You've been saying for a while now you want to finally open up to your parents. Next time they try to badger it out of you, tell them okay, get some tea/coffee and biscuits (the biscuits are just to have something to do with your hands if you feel uncomfortable), and from least secret to most secret, let things out. Stop when you're uncomfortable and carry on when you're not. Don't know what else to suggest.
Its much easier said than done for me buddy honestly! If it was that easy, I'd have done it by now!
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