Addiction

I told you. To be fair, I couldn't not make another appearance tonight after suggesting it may happen in the post before.. I do in fact have something to say.. again, it won't take so long, so bear with me.

Just before I start, a friend of mine who read the post before corrected me and said I should have said Joe Pasquale's testicles give him a high voice and not his penis.. technically he is right but it is just a "meh" moment! Who cares! You all knew what I meant right?

Ok, on to the main subject of the night.. friends. Now.. I have many of them. Most of them are from different sectors of my life, (i.e MAFC, refereeing, cricket) and some overlap them and some of them are just great friends. These friends have helped me out a lot recently, as I've mentioned too many times in this blog of mine. Some of them have gone AWOL, (Absent Without Leave for those of you who are not fans of abbs.) and this hurts. Some people have lost their way, sort of like me, and basically I feel they don't want to know me anymore. Some of you reading this may well know who I'm talking about as there are a couple. If this is you, and you are reading this, I apologise. It's just the feeling I get from you. To be fair, I don't really have the time, patience or mentality to wait for your friendship so goodbye is goodbye I'm afraid. I have plenty of very good friends out there who offer me as much support. So 1 loss won't hurt me.

Some may think my attitude is harsh, unforgiving and needless and some may agree with my philosophy but my life is that stretched that I don't have any space left to be troubled by friends who may not be who they say they are.. Sorry. To the friends I do have, and they are amongst the greatest there are, I love you all. And not in a gay way. Well....... ..... ... No.. I'm kidding! ;)

I've just thought though it is a fair few days since I've been properly down.. This is a good thing, but my brain takes the attitude of "If you're gonna say that then I'll make sure it doesn't last much longer!" joy... Even if I don't tell you this happened, I know it has, so it will happen. Don't worry I am confused aswell!

Right, that's DEFINITELY me done for tonight. I swear. I may well find some time to bloggle my feelings for tomorrow. If anyone would like a special mention, feel free to tell me, but don't be offended when I tell you to be quiet. :)

Cya x